Has been alright soo far, but jee, here comes the hard part, I ABSOLUTELY HATE STUDYING FOR MATH. And yet my dad comes in with high expectations, damn I hate it when your parents compare you to your “cousin” or what not, it pisses me off, hasnt he realized things have gotten tougher over the years? Common give me a break please. And one thing that really bugs me is that its not like you even try hard enough to start a conversation, maybe if you werent soo strict we’d have a better time trying to connect possibly understand eachother. Yet again, thats only in my dreams, the only relationship i have with you is a lie, I hate lying. But its the only way that I can go out or have things “okay” atleast with you, I wish you could see that I mean its okay to have ‘friends that are guys’ a ‘boyfriend’ or just maybe to extend my “curfew” I know your concerned but let me explore and if i make a mistake then i know, i can learn off it. Its also kinda dorky that the only time you let me go out is when i say “im studying with a friend” ITS LAME, I CANT GAVE FUN? Sigh, Id feel much better expressing my true feelings to you rather than just a lie, i truly think you deserve more than that, but I don’t know when that day will come…