I’m still in San Jose, but I’m going back to Morgan hill later around 6-7. Anyway, Bj spent the night again last night, It was pretty fun we went to go watch Final Destination 3-D yesterday, DON’T WATCH IT! IT FRIGGIN’ SUCKS. I feel like I wasted 27 bucks… And the ending was lame, no wonder when we were waiting in line as the people walked out they looked helluh disappointed :X Anyway, we went home after and yeah he ended up spending the night, it was the first time we’ve hung out in a week, soo I’m getting kinda used to it, sucks how we can’t see eachother as often as we’d like though. Anyway woke up, made breakfast and watched underworld. He got picked up, soo im basically stuck cleaning, blogging, and gonna take a nap soon. Idk I kinda have alot on my mind at the moment, but I think its just that time of the month, ladies you know what I mean. Idk I get really EMOTIONAL, its not just bitchy its more on the sad side, and I point out flaws and get easily tempered over the little things. I’ve also been noticing I’ve been really MIA with alot of people and I appoligize for that, and I dropped most of my friends, mainly homeboys, and I’m sorry for that. Idk, I feel bad, but then again its like ever since I got in a relationship my ‘homeboys’ haven’t really been talking to me anymore? Its like weird? in a way, and it just makes the whole situation awkward soo we don’t even talk anymore. Like my VB, we used to be soo close and I used to vent to you about everything and now you dont even talk to me, Idk… But ugh just nevermind i don’t wanna talk about this anymore.
I feel like times passing by soo fast, I REALLY NEED TO GET A JOB, I’ve been meaning to apply at Jamba Juice but my dad won’t let me, here are the exact words, “YOU HAVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO WORK, Just concentrate on school!” THATS ALL HE FRIGGIN’ CARES ABOUT, is how well I do in school, realtalk, NOTHING IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM. Like grade wise even a B, hes one of those typical asian parents. Its not like a ‘oh thats still good! Keep it up!” its like “oh, B? TRY HARDER” Wow dude, your not even in my shoes, your like friggin old school. I mean I know he cares about my future, but i do work hard, I BARELY GO OUT, and I HAVE A LIFE AFTER SCHOOL AS WELL.
Anyway, Don’t mind me, this is just my emotional stage of my “MONTHLY GIFT” :/
