June 2010
1 post
Helluh days
Soo I havent really blogged in a really long time. Summer has been ehh had its ups and downs. Well, mostly good, but ugh I guess the only time I reallly blog is when I have alot on my mind. I wish that i was appreciated a little more, thats all.
January 2010
14 posts
Sooo...
Im not as strong as I thought.
*cough, *sniffles, OH NO...
Its the fucking sick season all over again, gosh, I absolutely hate when you can’t breathe out of one of your nostrailss gosh its irritating!
On top of that, ugh, i wish you had more time for me :|
hypocrite
I bet you wouldn’t wait up for me.
Irritated.
The one thing I hate the most is waiting up for someone because they expect you to, especially if its 2 in the damn morning, I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT, it drives me insane, and on top of that I think im getting really grumpy. How about my needs? How about that for consideration? How about me? If I were to do this it’d be totally opposite.
Brain dead
I fucking hate when your trying to get a situation solved and the person on the phone says ” oh I gotta go ” . For instance, ” I gotta go watch the rest of the game,” realllly? Why would you do that instead of trying to fix it and actually make me feel better. I just asked you a simple question that obviously bugs me and yet you dont comfort me you think about yourself, and...
UGH.
I don’t really know who to run to, or if I should even run to someone I feel selfish at times, but its just IDK. Why are you such a friggin hypocrite? I DESPISE IT, and yet I can’t do the same thing.
My bestfriend, my love, my inspiration
and another one
Yay! Break! and, things are running smooth now. Today is a boring start, stupid wheather :|
Finals week
Has been alright soo far, but jee, here comes the hard part, I ABSOLUTELY HATE STUDYING FOR MATH. And yet my dad comes in with high expectations, damn I hate it when your parents compare you to your “cousin” or what not, it pisses me off, hasnt he realized things have gotten tougher over the years? Common give me a break please. And one thing that really bugs me is that its not like...
BTW,
I drove my step dads civic in the parking lot earlier lmao! Reviewing my stick driving skills, and yes im still alive :D Kinda rusty but hey practice makes perfect!
I feel kinda sorta accomplished haha!
RAWRR.
Today was such a lazy day, woke up played Super mario bros on the wii w/ my step dad for hours! IT GETS VERY FRUSTERATING WHEN YOU HAVE TO START OVER >:|, oh well we got to the third world WHOOT! 8D, but my thumbs hurt now… rookie staus righhht? HAHA!
I Just finished studying and am not looking forward to school tomorrow eeek it means 1 day less til FINALS, har har har. Well. hopefully...
MTV
UGH, this “TEEN MOM” episode is pissing me off! That Farrah girl totally blows off her baby and cares more about her “social” life more than she even spends time at home. She dumps her baby to her mom and dad to take care of, and when they tell her what the thing to do is, SHE FLIPS OUT. UGHHH I don’t know why, but its really pissing me off >:O She needs a reality...
Back to school
Ugh, what a drag. I couldn’t even get out of bed this morning it was soo tempting to just climb back into my warm bed and just sleep in until 12 like I did over break. Despite all that, it was nice seeing all the old faces again the whole catching up thing. But damn I break went by too fast :/! Time goes by fast when your having a ball. I miss planning out what to do, staying up late, not...
December 2009
4 posts
DAAAAAAAMN.
2010 coming up already, well this year has been filled with its ups and downs but when it all comes down to it, im glad we have a chance to make a fresh new start. This year I’ve learned who my real friends are, you know who you are I don’t have to state the names, but to who has supported me thanks i couldnt have made it without you.
I miss you girrrrrls, sigh.
Winterbreak
So, I havent really blogged in a while, and soo far my break is going pretty well, just came back from Napa yesterday, no plans, procrastination kills, i needa start finals homework :|
Am I over-reacting?
Idk, I just wanted you to make it, I didn’t even ask for alot? You could have just told me straight up I would have understood Im not sure if im really over exaggerating but It’s just the fact that I saw you when you said you might not have made it, its okay though I guess… Live your life.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
To me =) Thank you girlys for the cupcakes, cake, and balloons you guys are sweet. & Thanks babe for the bracelet love you guys!
&& thanks for everyone who rememered :D
November 2009
8 posts
Thanksgiving
Been in morgan hill, and had a great thanksgiving, but I’m getting tired of the turkey :| The thought of turkey is soo…BLEHK.
What is it now, is it me?
I'm sorry
I hope you forgive me, I fucked up. I love you
Replay.
Just the same stuff, happening over and over again.
Have you ever...
Been alone and all you can think of is all the issues your experiencing. Have you ever stayed up for someone just to hear the sound of their voice eventhough your exhausted? Have you ever been backstabbed? Have you ever pretended to show that “smile” although your really using it as a sheild? Have you ever felt like your world is crashing down on you in less than 5 seconds?Have you...
RAINBOW
YOUR FUCKING ANNOYING DUDE, GET OVER YOURSELF, AND STOP TRYING TO GET AT MY MAN. Seriously, like can’t you see his has a girlfriend, you act like a friggin chick. HE’S STRAIGHT, and doesnt want to be all buddy buddy with you mk? I’ve never had to whitness this kinda awkwardness before and it’s getting too weird, i liked it better when ya’ll didnt talk. Yeah, I know...
I QUIT...
Bitch sticks, and i feel kinda accomplished that i’ve kept my word. well, that is from doing it every weekend.
Btw, Your helluh retarded trying to get attention by taking that shit, and putting yourself on blast in front of him. Seriously, its lame, and he doesn’t want to talk to you, your not cute soo get over yourself…chipmonk.
Aw, CHELLS, i had fun with you in tahitian today...
LALALA.
SO, as we all know the time has moved back an hour harty har har, and it feeels soo good ;) ANYWHO, I had a pretty chill day, woke up earlier than i was supposed to due to my short-term memory, I thought we started at reguar time today.
FIRST PERIOD, So, there’s this guy they seemed pretty cool in the beginning but you know when you start like getting to know them more and you talk to the...
D-LOW D-LOW
” I kissed a girl and I liked it!”, no really literally ;P
October 2009
11 posts
ITS SOO COLD
I’m freezing even w/ a sweater and socks :|
sigh, i wish things would get better, but i feel like we keep starting back at square one, your supposed to be ‘changing’ but people dont change quickly, I’m tired of hearing the ’ I told you so’s’ I wish you could just see what i see, feel what i feel.
Distractions
<|3
NO LIVES
Hm so let me put my 2 cents into this, Do you people seriously have that much time on your hands to actually be calling him and telling him I’m a “whore” HAHA! That’s soo immature, and obviously you don’t know the definition of whore because Im actually in a relationship? Silly girls. I guess all I can do is pray for you, and be the bigger person.
Done with this...
TODAY
Was friggin exhausting but I had fun, did some major shopping as well as makeup shopping soo yay me! And thanks to my step mom and dad. Anyway I just finished cleaning up and now have to pack and what not, im heading to morgan hill tonight. I wish I had friends in morgan hill boohoo but noo im a loner :/ HHAA! oh well more family time then.
C.S gotta stop doin that, well having one to myself that...
Getting through the week
Ah, It’s soo strange yet the week seems to be going by quite fast. I’ve kinda had a haard week with some of my classes like the friggin PHYSIO test I bombed yesterday brought my grade down alot, and I still have to take a quiz for pre-cal that I missed on friday, but gotta study for a quiz tomorrow for pre-cal, as well as vocab for english BLEHK. I just want this week to end already,...
Winter season
*cough, hellluh sick and don’t feel good, sigh… could’nt even go anywhere. pfft.
Forgotten
b>me.
TASTE THE M'FCKIN RAINBOW
Current mood: ANNOYED
Soo like get off my fucking man, I HATE FUCKING FAKE PEOPLE, ugh.
Saturday afternoons, well soo far I’ve spent mine at Bj’s house because we’re supposed to be celebrating our four months, although the real date is actually tomorrow, but I think todays a more reasonable day to celebrate it Soo at first the plans were to head to San Franciso, but then ha, car-less, BOO SUCCCCKSSS. We were gonna have it, but I don’t know now. As long as...
UGH.
So, today started like a usual school day, the day before a fridays always a tease. Eh anyway yeah started out as usual, art class, and let me say this class wakes me up seriously theres these two guys that sit at my table and they both do accents? impersonations? whatever you wanna call it, so one of them is doing a chinese accent while the other is doing an indian accent, VERY RANDOM. HAHA but...
INTERNET IS BACK.
YEEEE-UH! My internet is back today, now I dont have to go buggin my dad for his computer, but just because I have it back I don’t think Im gonna be blogging alot. But alot has happened I guess? I’m doing better in my pre-cal class, been busy with tutoring and what not. I was gonna do more conditioning for basketball but then I dont know my schedule is pretty messed up, and its...
September 2009
5 posts
SICK SICK SICK
BLEH. I hate this time of the season, this is usually the time when I get HELLUH sick. Okay soo the day started off friggin terrible, woke up 7:11 oh shit! School starts in like 4 minutes, and on top of that I wasnt feeling too well, headache, stuffy nose, coughing, you name it, I had it, and yes the time of the month with the package? Wow what a friggin start. Soo yeah ended up staying home,...
HOT HOT HOT
ITS SUPER HOT, which = grumpy-ness. Anyways today has been pretty mellow just kick it w/ the moms and run some errands. Gonna head to Michelle’s sisters party, and crash at Tricias. Soo we’ll see how this goes, hopefully well, judging from what happened last time. Eh these passed couple days have been pretty rough and I havent really updated this due to uhm INTERNET-less, yes Im still...
:D
LOVES YOU, GIRL. “NO FUNNY BUSINESS” HAHAHA. See you next weeek! :D
Love, Shanz
Internet-less
Soo, It’s thursday and I’m finally back on a computer, well my uncles I needa get a new usb thing soo my internet could work. THIS SUCKS, soo I havent really been blogging lately or whatever. Schools been alright. This year has already had its bumps but idk? We’ll see how it goes. Oh, Im supposed to be cleaning out my closest and doing homework right now too :/ Ugh Im such a...
internet-less
As you can see from the title, I AM CURRENTLY INTERNET-LESS. It sucks, because friggin’ SOMEONE broke my USB, haha its okay though *cough BRYAN JAY, lmao. Anyways, It seems like everyday has been on repeat, I mean I get up shower, makeup, straighten my hair, eat, pick out my clothes, then 1st-6th, idk its THAT boring, I already know how my day is going to be, im not the type that goes out...
August 2009
7 posts
My weekend, SOO far.
I’m still in San Jose, but I’m going back to Morgan hill later around 6-7. Anyway, Bj spent the night again last night, It was pretty fun we went to go watch Final Destination 3-D yesterday, DON’T WATCH IT! IT FRIGGIN’ SUCKS. I feel like I wasted 27 bucks… And the ending was lame, no wonder when we were waiting in line as the people walked out they looked helluh...
G'night
Today was like any other day at school, although it was kinda special enough to have me awake at 5:30, PICTURE DAY. Soo tell me why we got the bitchiest PHOTOGRAPHER, yes, it was a female I guess shes been doing it all day and got tired since we were one of the last classes to do it, soo shes trying to take my picture its already hot in the small gym, she says “chin up, and now tilt your...
First day of school.
Today was officially the first day of school, and might I add it was quite tiring. I woke up at 5:40 Am, washed up, hopped in the shower, makeup, made food ahem a toasted turkey sandwhich w/ parsley OMFG, it was the bomb haha! And then went back upstairs to straighten my hair along w/ picking out my outfit. Wasn’t anything special, nobody to impress anyway. Soo first period was pretty cool...
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...”
g'afternoon
So, it is currently 3:49 pm and once again I am stuck at home, and waiting for Selenne to get over here soo I can actually start my AP US HOMEWORK, shit we only have 2 more days, and I did the wrong sh/t? HOW RETARDED :D Anyway, today started out nice waking up to bj’s loud ass, I swear he snores SOO FRIGGIN loud, its soo loud to the point where i have to literally cover his mouth, he...
Just because I can’t get enough of this...
Nightlife
Wow! So I haven’t really done this is a while since xanga first started, soo here I go. AH, the memories, HAHA! Anyways, I am currently laying down it is 10:12 pm, and might I say I’m quite the procrastinator now. I used to be soo organized and self-determined. But, now that the years have passed I’ve caught this nasty habbit called procrastination and it won’t rub...