Soo I havent really blogged in a really long time. Summer has been ehh had its ups and downs. Well, mostly good, but ugh I guess the only time I reallly blog is when I have alot on my mind. I wish that i was appreciated a little more, thats all.
Its the fucking sick season all over again, gosh, I absolutely hate when you can’t breathe out of one of your nostrailss gosh its irritating!
On top of that, ugh, i wish you had more time for me :|
The one thing I hate the most is waiting up for someone because they expect you to, especially if its 2 in the damn morning, I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT, it drives me insane, and on top of that I think im getting really grumpy. How about my needs? How about that for consideration? How about me? If I were to do this it’d be totally opposite.
I fucking hate when your trying to get a situation solved and the person on the phone says ” oh I gotta go ” . For instance, ” I gotta go watch the rest of the game,” realllly? Why would you do that instead of trying to fix it and actually make me feel better. I just asked you a simple question that obviously bugs me and yet you dont comfort me you think about yourself, and here I am putting you equal to myself or even before me at times. It just sucks knowing that things aren’t right at the moment and I have to deal with it alone, BY MYSELF. Why can’t guys just man up and stop thinking about themselves for once and start considering other peoples thoughts, feelings. Its not a hard thing to do.
I don’t really know who to run to, or if I should even run to someone I feel selfish at times, but its just IDK. Why are you such a friggin hypocrite? I DESPISE IT, and yet I can’t do the same thing.
Yay! Break! and, things are running smooth now. Today is a boring start, stupid wheather :|
